thee Sad Reality of My Life

It's sad when you know half of your life is now a big regret.When you think you love someone so much, you're willing to give them EVERYTHiNG & they end up throwing it ALL away. It's sad when you started doing so much better, moving along with your life, and suddenly this boy comes back into your life. To think you were doing so good, his irresistible charm strucks you in the face, and now there seems to be no obstacle. You begin doing things you swore you wouldn't, yet now the only reason you do this is because he's convinced you to. But suddenly, everything you knew starts going wrong. What was bad all along is now discovered, and there is nothing that can be done. Usually, when everything goes wrong we turn to what we know&love, but this time around, you feel so guilty of everything that there is nowhere to turn. You realize all you have left is yourself,while all you hear in the back of you head is disappointment. Your life goes on, and it seems it's passing you by. You then Realize all you can depend on is YOURSELF, and you hope to become stronger with no one's help. :/